spindizzy: Joshua looking smug at the camera. (o rly?)
The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System | The NPCs Don't Count
G | 100 words | Shen Qingqui | Set during the Endless Abyss, implied spoilers | Written for the [community profile] drabble_zone prompt "Another lonely night" | It's not that Shen Qingqiu forgets.

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spindizzy: Break trapping Raven with a staff to the throat. (Do we have a problem?)
Today in capslock about fic: I'm still on my Scum Villain bullshit!

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In unrelated news: I've been scoping out the fic for Kingdom (the netflix one), and I feel very unfair in side-eying Crown Prince/Yeong-sin being the most popular ship, but CONSIDER THIS: MY TWO OT3S OF CROWN PRINCE/YEONG-SIN/SEO-BI OR YEONG-SIN/SEO-BI/CRUSHING UNSPOKEN GUILT. Like, I appreciate that my side-eye is probably baseless! It seems to be with Castlevania, where my OT3 is the most popular ship! AND YET.
spindizzy: (When you put it like THAT)
The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System | Duck and cover
G | 200 words | Shàng Qīnghuá | Mild spoilers for Shàng Qīnghuá's identity | Written for a [community profile] drabble_zone prompt that I forgot to write down, orz. Maybe weather warning? | Shàng Qīnghuá knows all the best hiding places.

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spindizzy: Trevor pointing in a very mansplaining manner (How dare you)
I need you all to know that this is a 200 word drabble, and 4tw reckons that I've written 504 words while editing it. If you don't rewrite every single word twice, is it even really a drabble?

The Scum Vilain's Self-Saving System | Heartbreak never hurt anyone
G | 200 words | Shàng Qīnghuá, Shěn Qīngqiū | Set during the Endless Abyss arc, mild spoilers for the Water Prison arc | Written for [community profile] drabble_zone prompt: Nobody gets hurt | "Look, it's a perfect plan," Shěn Qīngqiū said, with confidence he didn't deserve.

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spindizzy: Gatomon raising her paw (I have a question)
Right, [twitter.com profile] forestofglory suggested I capslock about some of the fic I've been reading, and I'm not gonna lie to you: I've been stuck in a hole of Scum Villain's Self-Saving System fic since the summer! I'm still in the stage where I'm just trying a bit of everything to see what I like, which is honestly baffling, because I can't understand why I haven't run out of fic yet. Is this what it's like to be in a large and active fandom?!

(Q: Susan, you know there are bigger fandoms on AO3, right?
A: Listen, I live in "six people and a shoelace" fandoms, the fact that there's something updating every day is MINDBLOWING.)

A thing that I've been learning through this dive is that reading WIPs is honestly less stressful than waiting until a fic is finished before I read it. If I start reading it while it's a WIP, then I can't be intimidated by its eventual word count! I mean, it helps that I basically expect every WIP to go completely unfinished, but, *hand-waves aggressively* Plus, I was surprised when I realised how many modern AUs I was reading, because honestly they're not something that I ever seek out? I don't DISlike modern AUs, it just never occurs to me to look for them.

And a thing that I'm learning about writing about fic is that talking about what fic I'm reading and enjoying feels a lot more revealing about my id than reviewing books. Unsurprising, considering how many fic are drilling down to one specific thing that the writer's thinking about, but still rude!

So, uh, here's a whistle-stop tour of my id this week, I guess???????

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What you should all take from this list is that I want the grumpy one to be soft for the confused one, ridiculous shoujo manga tropes, and people to be incredibly bad at using their words.
spindizzy: Mermista facepalming. (*facepalms harder*)
Do you ever finish a fic, and then look back at what you've written like "... I have no idea what I was doing but I'm pretty sure I was having fun?" Yeah, this is one of those.

The Scum Vilain's Self-Saving System | Threat Levels
T | 1503 words | Shàng Qīnghuá, Luò Bīnghé, Shěn Qīngqiū | Set post-canon, mostly implied spoilers | Shěn Qīngqiū has been asleep for three days. Shàng Qīnghuá has to get drastic.

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spindizzy: Sypha and Trevor leaning on each other and looking at the morning (Peaceful)
Hey everyone! I spent the last fortnight being a slug, because apparently pre-shark week can still kick my legs out from under me by making my meds less effective! And I still haven't looked at my diary, so everything that I meant to do got replaced by "staring into the void" and "not staring at things that require emotional engagement". Yaaaaaaay.

But! Here is some of the stuff I stared at!

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Anyway, yes, I am fine! I have reconstructed my to-do list and it is a nightmare, but I promise I will break it down into sensible smaller lists and see you all once I've dug myself out of this pit.
spindizzy: (Just let me rest)
GUESS WHICH DUMBASS REALISED THAT SHE'S NOT LOOKED AT HER DIARY ALL WEEK BECAUSE SHE 100% KNOWS WHAT SHE'S GOT GOING ON. I did not, that was 100% the ADHD demon whispering to me and I should not have listened.
  • Today has been a day of discovering incredibly soothing activities!

    • [twitter.com profile] butnotdegeneres recommended Picross Luna, which is a pastel witchy looking nonogram thing that has eaten hours of my day.

    • I installed the kudosed/seen/unseen script for AO3 and it turns out that going through a fandom tag and clicking "skip" on anything in a language that I can't read or that's a crossover into something I don't care about is INCREDIBLY PEACEFUL. 10/10, would recommend, at least if you're like me and you only truck with small-ish fandoms. ... I just find clearly defined end points soothing! Being able to tick things off makes me happy!

    • Twitter rolled out the scheduled posts thing for non-business accounts and I didn't notice! So now I can queue a shit-ton of links to cute soothing art and not a power in the verse can stop me.

  • Scum Villain's Self-Saving System has latched onto me, I was right right. ... Or I latched onto it, I guess, because my brain goes "Oooh, id fic that hits all of the delicious tropes? Yes, you may have happy chemicals for this." I am strongly considering reading the other (more sweary) translation, just to see if I can match up which bits of the fandom read which translation.

  • It's been disgustingly warm this week, even for me.

  • A group of us got together and had a socially-distanced picnic, and it was really nice! The anxiety was high, but my theory was "All involved parties have been as locked down as possible, and there's no way for any of us to isolate due to the house layout, so if one of us goes we might as well all go." We got to see our friends and gently roast each other and laugh at each other's quarantine haircuts! I nearly ate a wasp sandwich while looking for the wasp that had been harrassing Lex! I continue to be confused by the neurotypicals, because when I'm at home not interacting with people, I'm like "Yes, this is how life has always been," and when I'm sitting in a park with my friends I'm like "Yes, this is how life has always been," and basically what I'm saying is that I love my friends but also forget that I've not seen them in a while once I actually see them.

  • Monday marked... Twelve years since my dad died? I think? 2008-2020, what is maths. Didn't drink to him this year, but that's because treating my mental health issues, which I feel is a better tribute considering he didn't or couldn't.

  • I accidentally fell into a pit of fandom nostalgia this week and god I miss fandom newsletters. Like [livejournal.com profile] ff_press was GREAT and I loved it. It wouldn't work now, because fandoms are spread too far across the internet, but weirdly having a feed reader bring me AO3 updates for my fandom makes me feel more involved? I dunno, feelings are weird, nostalgia is weirder, I don't have object permanence and my memory's awful so nostalgia as a CONCEPT is fucking weird.

  • I really need to figure out a better solution for my keyboard and stuff. When I have access to my desk, it works great! Got my laptop on top of a box so there's space for me to use the desk as well, and it's probably better for me through ergonomics or something. But I don't have access to my desk 9-5, when I'm trying to do things, so... Not perfect yet. I'll think of something.
spindizzy: Taiga sleeping (Naptime)
I'm stargazing in Animal Crossing, so hi internet! Keep me company while I listen for the chimes.

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Okay! Thank you for this company, I am heading to bed now. Good night sweetpeas, be well and be safe! <3

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