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Saturday, 14 March 2026 09:24 pm
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I am rereading Terry Brooks Running with the demon and Kinght of the word, will read third part next, but
so far it is just deeply weird that the argument of the story is you literally need to give up on all social connections and Do More Violence
or you are abandoning god.

Like the main Knight took time off to deal with his PTSD by working for a homelessness charity
and it was literally a plot by the Void.

Someone has Issues and it is not on this occasion me.

RIP 30% of #3 triplet sweater

Saturday, 14 March 2026 10:04 pm
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Wax informed me that it was definitely coming out too small and would need to be started over, so this morning I spent several hours unraveling it after I finished weaving in the ends on the Bumblebee Breton (#2).

The three skeins rolled together into one yarn ball are the size of a baby's head, according to Wax. (Close enough I guess.)

Reading but might not finish

Saturday, 14 March 2026 05:38 pm
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Reading *Strong Female Character* by Fern Brady.

The author is autistic, wasn't diagnosed until mid-20s and is writing about the struggles of growing-up, of being that 'evil child', that girl who didn't understand the unspoken rules. I'm also thinking of the overlap between pain and humour - a lot of the book is horrific, but I can see it as being incredibly funny when told out loud. Example - she's telling her father that she's being diagnosed as autistic and he just dismisses it outright, asks her what she's having for dinner.

Brady is a comedian (which she describes as perfect for autistics - it's a 100% scripted conversation, and if people give an unexpected response you're allowed to shout at them), and of course she uses her life for material.

But I'm finding it very difficult to read, and may not finish.

Speak Up Saturday

Saturday, 14 March 2026 12:07 pm
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Welcome to the weekly roundup post! What are you watching this week? What are you excited about?
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Final entry of my Cass Week 2025 fics! Mind the warnings.

Title: unmotherly instincts.
Fandom: DC comics (circa No Man's Land).
Character/Pairing: Cassandra Cain & Lady Shiva.
Rating/Warnings: M. Implied abuse, implied sexual abuse, implied father-daughter incest.
Summary: Cass Cain Week, Day VII: Happy Birthday | Free Day.
Word count: 700.

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Shiva stalks her prey.

She’s followed the pair to a cheap motel on the outskirts of Blüdhaven. She spies as the young girl enters the bathroom, leaving the door open. The flickering light of a lamp bathes the man’s body as he undresses, emphasizing the tapestry of scars littering his skin. 

Shiva enters, swift and silent, and drives her saber through the nape of David Cain’s neck.

He never sees his killer, nor is granted the dignity of a thrilling combat.

Shiva refuses him the privilege.


Once, Batman asked Shiva if she had kids. “I’ve dropped litters in every corner of the globe!!” she’d replied, amidst a ribs-breaking laugh. 

It was a truth; just as it’s a truth that she’s no mother.

About two decades ago, a doctor who trained Shiva in healing arts performed a total hysterectomy on her. A calculated decision, born out of convenience, taken without an ounce of sentimentality. When asked if she agreed to donate her eggs, it cost her nothing to say yes. They’d be a waste on her, and an asset for another.

She’d nearly forgotten, until Batman and Robin reminded her. The interest her own genetic material inspired in Shiva was no more and no less than anybody else’s.

Until three months ago, after another recruiting attempt from the League of Assassins. As if the al Ghuls’s aspirations of enforced world peace could ever entice the truly free-spirited. 

Said attempts often ended in carnage –followed by a show of politeness as Ra’s laid the groundwork for a future attempt–, so Shiva never dodged them.

The Demon’s daughter approached her. “I must tell you something that concerns you. Then again, maybe you’ll feel indifferent. I can never tell.”

“Try, and we’ll see,” Shiva replied, amused. Conversations with Talia al Ghul usually had that effect.

This one didn’t. Talia regaled her with a tale of a mercenary who impregnated her eggs with his own sperm, implanted them on dubiously-willing women, and raised the children as assassins— offering their services to the League, among others, for however long they lasted.


Talia provided yet more information, and Shiva investigated. 

Nearly all the children were dead. Cain set out to create a perfect army, formed of genetically perfect warriors, trained by so-called perfect methods; all he perfected was proof that equal nature and nurture could still produce wildly different people.

Only one remained, still by his side. She’d tried to escape him before, showing courage and grit seemingly beyond her, years later.

But when she fought, it was absolutely breathtaking.

Until Cain ordered the kill, seemingly ignorant, or perhaps willfully oblivious, that what he had in his hands was a child with a broken spirit, unable to decide for herself.

Who’d remain just so, if nothing changed. 


As soon as the body hits the floor, the girl –naked, wet, leaving the shower running– runs out of the bathroom. 

She has eyes only for Cain. Kneeling next to him, her mouth opens in a silent, yet agonic scream.

Shiva doesn’t speak. The girl wouldn’t understand her; was robbed of that very capacity, because Cain wrongly believed that deprivation made a great warrior.

Believed it for others, not himself, Shiva thinks, looking at the sole bed in the room, at their equally scarred bare bodies. She’s sure Cain always took exactly as much as he wanted.

Shiva looks at the documents he’d spread over the table. Maps of Gotham, pictures of its police commissioner… their next target, surely. Shiva should send him an invoice, for her troubles.

Of course, she’d have to present it in person. Gotham is isolated, exiled out of the country, communications cut down… the city must be an epicenter of chaos.

A perfect destination.

Shiva’s disappointed the girl doesn’t take advantage of her apparent distraction. Instead she remains entranced by her father’s corpse; dry eyes, trembling hands hovering, hesitant to touch him.

Would she chase after Shiva, seeking retribution? Would she come to see today’s actions as a kindness, a gift?

“Child.” That makes her look at her, for the first time. Shiva turns away and calmly walks into the night. No sound of steps follows her.

Shiva can’t wait to find out the answers.

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A/N (c&p): Some relevant posts: here I talk about my canon-divergent headcanons about Cass's parenting, and here about how I think Cain and Cass's relationship would've evolved, if she hadn't escaped as a child.

Hockey hockey hockey

Saturday, 14 March 2026 02:29 am
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I hadn't been on the ice since last Saturday (Huskies and Women's Blues practices were all Varsity squads only, and Kodiaks practice got cancelled by the rink) but I made it to and through Warbirds practice tonight. It was so worth it. I also got my Varsity notebook from Women's Blues: every team member gets a notebook, and everyone writes a note in every teammate's notebook, and we read them before Varsity to inspire us. Mine was very sweet and I love the team very much for making me welcome.

I need to leave the house in 7.5 hours to get back to the rink for Varsity. I'm playing in alumni game 1, getting cleaned up during alumni game 2, and spending the rest of the day in the scorekeepers box with a rotating cast of some of my favourite people. The three non-alumni games will be livestreamed

  • 14:00 Mixed 2nds (Huskies v Vikings B)
  • 17:00 Women's Blues
  • 20:00 Men's Blues

I also had a little art session this evening before going to the rink, making signs for my Huskies teammates. The sign in Irish may well only be understood by the teammate who got me back into learning Irish this year - our class covered "how to cheer on your sports team" a couple weeks ago and I made careful notes - or maybe it will cause any lurking Gaeilgeoirí in the rink to make themselves known.

Two cardboard signs, hand-lettered to support the Huskies ice hockey team

I think I'm wound down enough to sleep now.

Gardening

Friday, 13 March 2026 07:55 pm
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Bad Bunny

Friday, 13 March 2026 07:21 pm
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Because it came up when I was talking to my dad yesterday, and I remembered I meant to post it here and then forgot - if you haven't seen the Super Bowl halftime show this year, you should watch it. Even if you don't know who Bad Bunny is, or aren't into his style of music. The level of sheer technical skill involved in the staging is next-level, and he very much had a point he wanted to make and most certainly made it.



Bad Bunny's Super Bowl Halftime Show

And if you are interested, someone one Bluesky shared their Bad Bunny 101 write-up, which has links to a bunch of other articles and listening suggestions. Reggaeton is probably not gonna be one of my top genres personally, but I feel like it's good to get out of my listening confort zone and try new things, particularly when it's like, a global phenomenon right now.

Friday Update

Friday, 13 March 2026 07:08 pm
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Got a temp contract starting Tuesday, as an admin assistant at the offices of a construction company. I plan to overdye my hair back to brown till I can figure out what the unspoken dress code is—“business casual” can mean just about anything. Mind you, at my last long-term job, also construction-adjacent, the head of Payroll mainly wore hoodies with classic-rock logos on them and had both his ears pierced. In any case I feel like changing up my hair a little. Was going to dye it today but the weather dissuaded me from shopping.

Watched the National Theatre’s production of The Importance of Being Earnest last night. It’s up on YouTube till the 18th if you want to watch it too. Heard of it because Ncuti Gatwa plays Algernon, and he’s excellent, but Sharon D. Clarke as Lady Bracknell is amazing.
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Fandom 50 #3

Continuing my list of fifty Canadian songs I love from the past fifty years, 1979's is one that's probably popped into my head at least one morning a week since I was five:

Wondering Where the Lions Are by Bruce Cockburn

It's a Beginning;>

Friday, 13 March 2026 03:28 pm
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Got some Garden-related stuff done the last 2 days. Planted a Saskatoon bush in a container and moved a few seedlings into 3" pots from the trays. My Fig cutting is showing buds along the stem but I'm not tempted to even look until April;>
Giant and Bronze Fennels, Variegated Lunaria(though no sign of it at present). The Giant isn't edible but looks really kewl the 2nd yr when it blooms about 10-12 ft tall! Next week a few more should be ready to bump up to larger pots just in time for the next batch of Stratified seeds to be ready to plant...
Cheers,
Pat

this dilemma

Friday, 13 March 2026 11:46 am
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i wish i could share something more positive here (i will! i promise!). but i really want to keep using this platform, and i guess these kinds of doubts are just inherent to the creative process, right?

for months now i've been in this constant dilemma of "i should be more demanding of my work, not doing so means i don't respect the craft" vs "i should keep creating, even when it's bad, so i can be good one day". fortunately, i haven't given up and stopped drawing or writing, like i did years ago, but every time i think i've finally made peace with having zero expectations (for better or worse), it never lasts long.

that's also why i don’t share much. i have around 7 GB of drawings i've never shared, and i'm not sure i ever will? in my mind, i just don't want to realize that what i thought was great actually wasn't, or worse, let everyone see how mediocre my average attempt is.
 
i wasn't trying to make any point or reflection here. i just wanted to say this somewhere, and everyone i've talked to about this gets irritated or simply doesn't understand 😭

anyway, goes back to writing...
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I had so much fun with the 'overheard on public transport' prompt last week, and [personal profile] trepkos's answer got me thinking of a follow-up question, which I hope people will enjoy just as much. This week's question is not about things you've heard, but rather about things you've seen:

What is the strangest thing you've seen someone wearing and/or carrying on public transport?

I don't actually have a particularly good response here. The most memorable thing I can think of is one of the times Matthias and I went down to visit our friends L and C in Devon during a public holiday weekend, and the return train journey was incredibly crowded, including, in our carriage, with an older couple who were carrying two newly-purchased antique chairs, and were accompanied by a giant dog, which lay down in the aisle. Between the dog and the chairs, the carriage became impassable. On another trip to that part of the world (with my mum, in order to spend a week hiking along the Southwest Coastal Pathway), we got off at the end of the train line and had to catch a bus to Tintagel — the last bus of the day — which left very late due to a guy with a massive surfboard begging and pleading with the driver to be allowed onto the bus with the surfboard, which was inevitably forbidden. But I don't think either of these things (the chairs+dog, or the surfboard) were particularly weird in the scheme of things — no doubt some of you will have witnessed much more bizarre stuff on journeys of your own.

Knitting update

Friday, 13 March 2026 02:25 pm
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The state of triplet sweaters when last checked on was that I finished #1 (a traditional Guernsey using PetiteKnit's Storm pattern in navy blue dk-weight Norwegian wool Sandnes Peer Gynt). Then I took over #2 (a mariniere using PetiteKnit's Marseille pattern in yellow stripes on black in dk Drops Merino Extra Fine) from [personal profile] waxjism, who had already knitted the body, and knitted the hem ribbing and sleeves and the neck ribbing while Wax started #3 (a traditional cabled Aran in forest green heather Peer Gynt). Wax got halfway up the body of #3 before stalling out in the cold snap while I knitted a little bit on a pair wool shorts for myself before giving up knitting in the cold as well.

Nobody knitted for a month or so. But all that time I knew I was going to have to unravel the neck ribbing on #2 and redo it, because it came out too tight/small.

After I ran out of wool for the shorts the other day, I unwillingly went back to the sweater. Knitting in black wool is very annoying because it's difficult to see the individual stitches. Yesterday I unraveled the collar and started over, getting through 17 rounds out of a planned 21, before I realized it was still too small and started over again. The third try is now at 18/21.

I need to order more wool for the shorts and some more needles and sock yarn and sock blockers.

We still haven't replaced the kitchen faucet, either. I asked Wax what she thought about ordering it a week and a half ago, and she said she could pick it up on her way home from work, but this hasn't happened yet.

Operation Mincemeat (books and musical)

Thursday, 12 March 2026 08:44 pm
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idek, I am continuing to fall so hard for the musical of Operation Mincemeat in a way that I sometimes do with theater-plus-music but haven't done for a while (I think the last time I got so fannish about something like this was Don Carlo(s) but for completely different reasons; hey, I can't really predict these things). There are clearly a lot of reasons (okay so yeah the whole hot-charismatic-women-in-suits thing is definitely still a thing), but one of them has to do with the tension between what is actually happening in the musical (a comedy/farce but with a lot of strong feelings bubbling under the surface) and what is happening on a meta level, as it's the kind of musical that cheerfully plays with semi-breaking the fourth wall whenever it feels like it, and the very nature of the way all five actors have to continually interlock and sing together in different combinations and switch from being in conflict to being in sync or vice versa gives a very strong meta vibe of teamwork/found-family.

Operation Mincemeat (Macintyre) -- so I read it! about the actual historical operation using a corpse with faked invasion plans to fool the Nazis, and it was very good and I don't feel like writing it up properly, so, here, instead, have a few totally random things that may or may not make sense:

- the part that I found most compelling was the bit about Baron Alexis von Roenne, whom I had never heard of before but who was Hitler's favorite intelligence analyst and who seems to have been quite intelligent and cautious, and also who wrote a report basically saying, "welp, so, these random invasion plans, found by our not-known-for-detail-or-for-incorruption guys, and which additionally haven't really been examined at all for, say, any kind of counter-espionage tells, contain information that is CLEARLY ALL TOTALLY TRUE." It turns out that he actually had become anti-Nazi and by 1943 "was deliberately passing information he knew to be false, directly to Hitler's desk," and although von Roenne (understandably) did not leave any actual documentation, Macintyre thinks it is very very possible that von Roenne did not believe a word of the Mincemeat faked papers... but... figured he might as well help out the British in their far-fetched plot. As far as I can tell from Macintyre, Hitler did not actually find out about the part where he was passing false information, but he was friends with the guy who tried to assassinate Hitler in July 1944, which unfortunately was enough reason for him to be executed horribly in October of that year. :(

- Macintyre mentioned that in the documentation, Glyndwr Michael, the man whose body lent itself to the Mincemeat deception of the "man who never was," ("Bill Martin") was considered a suicide by rat poison, but Macintyre postulated that it was just as possible that it was an accident, e.g. if Michael had gotten hungry enough to eat poison-laced bait. And I rather appreciate -- which I am sure is 100% intentional -- that the musical lyrics say "This homeless chap in Croydon / Accidentally ate rat poison."

- I found it absolutely hilarious that the musical scene switching between Ewen Montagu and Charles Cholmondeley partying and the seriousness of the submarine going to Spain to release the body is actually something Macintyre spells out! (They did not do a bar crawl as in the musical, but rather attended the theatre with the tickets used to flesh out Bill's cover story, with dates, one of which was Jean Leslie.) No wonder they wanted to make a musical of this!

Finding Hester (Edwards) -- I also read this, on the recommendation of [personal profile] troisoiseaux and [personal profile] nnozomi. This was just really sweet! And I super appreciated reading it after the Macintyre. It's a love letter to the power of internet fan groups who can Find Things Out -- here, they tracked down Hester Leggatt (who was first erroneously called Hester Leggett), the MI5 secretary who wrote Bill's love letters, and found out who she was and a lot of cool things about her life, including that she was not the embittered spinster that Macintyre portrays her as, nor the long-bereaved-fiancee that you might think from watching the musical, but someone who had a rich social life and a long-term lover (who was married, and it sounds like they may have eventually separated because he wouldn't divorce his wife). And who wrote a lot of letters! <3 It's a great counterpoint to Macintyre's book and a good reminder that people, in general, are more lovely and complicated and multi-faceted than they look, and than they might come across in a cursory first glance at their life.

I had to laugh at this bit near the end of the book:
The story of Operation Mincemeat seems to be cursed to carry with it inaccuracies and mistakes in books, articles, documentaries and any other form of media that features it. It even continues into media about the musical now, with articles continually getting things wrong regarding the writers, the actors or the show itself. Perhaps it is simply a matter of us now knowing far too much about the musical and having accidentally become Hester Leggatt experts, and the errors on these subjects specifically stick out to us. Maybe every book and article out there is wrong at least once, and we just don't have the knowledge to pick up on it.

I am here to tell you courtesy of salon, or at least [personal profile] selenak and [personal profile] mildred_of_midgard are here to tell you, that last sentence is true!

On the musical itself: I have been listening to the soundtrack somewhat nonstop in the car, and this means my poor A. has also been listening to it somewhat nonstop. He is not particularly a fan of the musical, but now he recognizes a lot of the lines... Anyway, so, this happened:

There's a song, "Making a Man," where the MI5 team is talking about constructing and describing the persona of the fictitious-man-behind-the-corpse who will be used in Operation Mincemeat. The first time it came on in the car when A. was there, he had his own thoughts on it:

Montagu: A mind that is stronger than iron
A: Alan Turing!
Montagu: That shines like a light in the dark
A: Yep!
Montagu: And a body that could wrestle a lion
A: ...never mind.

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