spindizzy: (We'll skip to the part where I kick ass)
  • Stayed up to watch the Hugo Ceremony and oh BOY was that a clusterfuck. It involved George R. R, Martin devoting his entire presentation to being The Ghost of Worldcons Past and being nostalgic about racist/sexist/fascist/sex pest authors from his youth, some incredibly gross and inappropriate jokes, and pre-recorded sections that apparently no one checked for things like "Have the participants's names been pronounced correctly?" and "did the presenter remember the actual description of the category?" Greatly admired R.F. Kuang's speech because not only does she roast the entire publishing industry for being racist and sexist, she also calls out GRRM not pronouncing her name correctly in a video recorded before he did it. [twitter.com profile] anoutlawlife has put together a cut of the stream that skips over the nostalgic circle-jerk that is somehow two hours shorter.

  • Went to bed after the fan categories. Congrats to [twitter.com profile] booksmugglers and a thousand hugs to [twitter.com profile] clairerousseau and [twitter.com profile] AdriJjy! But also it was 1:15 and they'd only gotten through four categories in an hour and fifteen minutes, so it was bed time.

  • Got up, caught up on the chats and twitter about the award ceremony, and discovered that it somehow got worse after I left. Wrote a thread about how the opportunities that CoNZealand had to not make these mistakes that involved no swearing and no capslock, which I think is proof of either restraint or the degree of my annoyance, considering that I usually use fuck as a fucking comma.

  • Been very weepy because a) the idea that I've been batting around for the last few weeks isn't my hyperfocus anymore and this makes me feel lonely(?!?!?!?!), and b) I think my next hyperfocus is going to end up being The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System and my brain has decided that I'm never going to write anything I love as much as MXTX's work.

  • Discovered that no, apparently my goal in life is still to write like MXTX because my dreams have done the full cyle of "I really want to write a story that I post on the internet like all of the cool people!" to "Maybe I'll write an Actual Book" to "I should probably just stick to writing reviews" and back all the way around to "I really want to write a story that I post on the internet like all of the cool people!"

  • Eaten a food, took my meds, hydrated... And still decided that I couldn't wait a single minute more for a haircut, even though I was using nail scissors and no mirror.

  • Realised that the haircut and the weepiness might be significant and took my emergency dose of anxiety meds.

  • Did not pass the will save against ordering myself an ergonomic keyboard, did pass the will save against buying myself a keyboard with that lights up and has clacky buttons, because MAYBE people on my street don't want to hear me machine-gun typing at midnight. MAYBE.


So yeah, bit disappointed in the scifi ~~~~establishment~~~~, and I'm having a slightly off brain day, but I'm okay.

CoNZealand Fringe!

Friday, 31 July 2020 08:19 am
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Hey sweetpeas! Just a quick update to say that I'm going to be slightly more out of it than usual until about... Tuesday? Maybe? I volunteered to do the transcriptions for CoNZealand Fringe, so I'm trying to concentrate on getting those done for now.

(The Fringe isn't officially part of CoNZealand, and it's free, so you should just be able to watch them on youtube whenever! And all of the names I've recognised have been people who are cool, so this is honestly a fun project.)

The only downside is that I'm not monitoring the WorldCon drama as thoroughly as I would be normally, but what I've seen has been SURE A THING.
spindizzy: (What was once)
Hello my darlings! I am F I N A L L Y talking about Worldcon! It happened! There was a lot of stuff! I will never stop being confused that the academic track is on a completely different schedule to EVERYTHING ELSE in a way that is maximally inconvenient! I think I've kinda accepted that there is Too Much Stuff and occasionally just going "No, I am going to sit outside and damn the consequences" for an hour is fine too.

This year was a) the first time I've been on a flight on my own, b) the first time I've ever been to Ireland, and c) the first time that I've been in charge of booking the hotel rooms, so I was a LITTLE frazzled. (I did in fact cock up the hotel room booking, by the way; I apparently forgot that Worldcon ran until the Monday.) I shared with [twitter.com profile] redrocketpanda and [twitter.com profile] itsreileyright and they were both absolutely lovely! ([twitter.com profile] redrocketpanda is doing his dissertation on robots in popular culture, and looking for fieldwork/interview opportunities, and [twitter.com profile] itsreileyright is an expert on queer history, they're both REALLY COOL.)

My obligatory livetweet is over here! I've not written up the full panel notes for everything I went to, but if there's anything where you go "Ooh, I want more details of that," let me know and I'll type up what I have! As a fair warning, I continue to guess at the spelling of names and titles! I've tried to correct where I can, but there are some things that I haven't been able to google for an answer.

Other general stuff:
  • I hadn't prepared for Dublin to have fucking London prices, oh my god. Three euros for a bottle of pop! What!

  • I did mostly live on the cooked breakfast at the hotel and stopping by the Tesco on my way home for a meal deal or something?

  • I LOVE that so many panels had everyone state their pronouns in their introduction! Like, it's inclusive AND fantastically useful for me when I'm taking notes! (I have almost definitely fucked up someone's pronouns, I'm really sorry if I have, I've tried to check twitter and author bios where I've not had them written down but if I still fucked up please let me know and I'll fix it.)

  • Dublin has trams! I didn't know this, but it meant that I got a week-long pass for the trams and was perfectly happy.

  • Apparently the queueing system was a nightmare for everyone involved, because the queues had to snake and be cut off by doors and all the rest of it, but ngl, my main issue tended to be once I was IN the queue, because that was a LOT of people.

  • I am really sorry to anyone I was introduced to, because I have forgotten SO MANY NAMES AND HANDLES! If you've added me on a form of social media and I've not followed you back, please let me know so that I can fix it! Or if I owe you an email and it hasn't arrived, poke me about that too!


Thursday
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Ins and Outs of SFF Erotica: moderated by Dr Tiffani Angus, panelled by Atlin Merrick, Elliot Kay, Anna Raftery. Cut because obviously, somewhat NSFW. Caution warnings for mentions of bestiality and paedophilia.

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Start part two! Part one?

Saturday
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Sunday
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But yes, that was my Nine Worlds. It was pretty good, and I definitely felt more settled and more able to keep up with meeting new people! (I swear to you, if you're ever worried about not knowing people at a convention, you come stand between [twitter.com profile] faintdreams and [twitter.com profile] clairerousseau, you'll be introduced to pretty much every single person who attends within an hour.) I guess not being in a new place + taking my tablets helped? I know Some Stuff kicked off at the Futures of Nine World panel, and that there's apparently been some stuff going down, but I'm still catching up on that. All I know is that there might not be a Nine Worlds next year? But if not we can meet up SOMEWHERE ELSE.

For now, you're all great, I love my friends, thank you all for having me! <3
spindizzy: Moko and Kyoko from Skip Beat!, Moko emoting angry skulls and Kyoko emoting love hearts. (LET ME LOVE YOU)
Hello my darlings! I am back from Nine Worlds and I've finally started writing up my con diary! I meant to do it sooner, but I decided to take Monday to relax and hopefully not get con crash? (Dark suspicion: I crashed on Sunday.) We'll see how I did.

So behind the cut are my magical London adventures! I am going to tag people by their handles when I know them, and I am really sorry if it looks like I'm name dropping because that is 100% not my intention, and doubly sorry if we hung out and I didn't tag you! I'm gonna be splitting this into two posts, because hello, I'm me; if you want the shorter version with more pictures, I livetweeted it mostly in one handy thread!

General
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Thursday
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Friday
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End part one! Part two!
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The Ice Wants to Kill You: A Brief History of Polar Exploration by Gavia Baker-Whitelaw and Ally Wilkes

The first part was a history of polar exploration from Gav!
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Ally spoke about common themes in polar horror, recent discoveries, and conspiracies!

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And those are my notes! I assume that this is mostly stuff people know, and [twitter.com profile] jennyhorrocks is going to come by and drop some facts about the artic/antarctic because that's literally what she's studied (and also I'm pretty sure she's been to one of them!) but it was fun to learn about!

... I'm gonna get buried in book recs and I can't wait.
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Representation in Dating Sims was one of the three panels that I pretty much WINDMILL SLAMMED the favourite button on on the Nine Worlds Schedule. (The other two were the LGBTQI in Anime panel, and the one [twitter.com profile] clairerousseau was doing on How To Keep Creating When The World's On Fire, which I didn't actually manage to make it into, whoops.) But this one! I took NOTES, I had a great time, A+ would windmill slam again.

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Presented by [twitter.com profile] gothicat, whose twitch is Gothicathulu. She's kindly uploaded the slides here too, so I'd check those out for more clarification on stuff that I glossed over when taking notes! She's also said that she's happy to answer questions, so I'd suggest speaking to her if you want to know more about anything!

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Hello my darlings!

On the 14th, I was at Edge-Lit, which I THINK counts as my local con? (I keep going "Ah yes, Nine Worlds, best and most local con!" while Edge-Lit glares behind me, like I am the living embodiment of that one meme.) It was pretty good!

Cut for yelling about cons! )

All in all, it was a pretty good day! I always feel really... I dunno, energised? When I go to workshops and learn something, especially when it's something practical like marketing. (I am the sort of nerd who'd love to do a creative writing course that had modules on business and marketing, because it would be REALLY USEFUL. I don't know where you'd find such a thing, unless maybe Nottingham Writer's Studio does something like that. ... I just want to be taught useful things, okay.) POSSIBLY I should have booked today off work as a recovery day, but to be honest with you Sundays in the holidays are SUPPOSED to be quiet? Like if I talk to two customers in the entire day I feel justified making an "I need a lie-down" joke levels of quiet. EXCEPT that today has been the infinite drama of "all of the libraries are short-staffed so we need to musical chairs some staff around" so... That was exciting? I'm typing this in one of the tiny libraries on a different campus, where half the library is closed and there are TWO WHOLE STUDENTS in here. ... It's nice! But now I need a lie down.
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THE VIDEO OF THE HUGO AWARD CEREMONY IS LIVE!

If you want to see me and [personal profile] justira collecting our award and giving the speech that [personal profile] renay wrote, that section starts here.

... I asked [personal profile] renay whether you could hear me screaming when they read out my name, which apparently you could! Auuuuuuuugh. And I mentioned this to my friends (we're playing Pandemic Legacy, RIGHT NOW.), which ended up with

Me, to the room: I have shamed my ancestors!
Chris: By winning a literary award? I knew things were harsh in Manchester but even so!

(ON THE PLUS SIDE, now that I've had a chance to watch it, you can't hear what I actually screamed, which was "WHAT?!" at the top of my lungs, because oh my god, you guys. My god.)

But yeah, now I just -- I could cry. We tried so hard, and we did so well, and people LIKE US, waaaaah

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