Trying to figure out Why I'm Sad is like the worst game of Cluedo ever

[spindizzy]

Is it this book in the library with the critical feelings? Is it my family issues in the hall with the anniversary of a death tomorrow? Is it time passing in study with the blown deadlines? Is it my meatsuit in the kitchen with the low blood sugar? Or the hormones? Is it Animal Crossing with the fireworks show in the conservatory? Is it the sff ~establishment~ in the ballroom with the disregard for anyone who isn't in the Old Guard?

I'm okay, I'm just super done with feeling sad right now!