This is just like Budapest all over again

[spindizzy]

If by Budapest you mean 2016 anyway.

So yes! The Tories took it again, so many of my favourite humans are upset, and I am in that pleasant state where I'm aware of the anger that I'm feeling that people looked at everything that has happened since 2016 and went "Yes, more of that please," and that I have to do things like "eat breakfast" and "go to work" and "smile at customers" while people I love are crying and heartbroken, and that anger isn't actually eating me yet. Or if it is, it's the really cold kind of angry where I'm not crying and throwing things, but it's just sorta... There. Which is fun.

Don't know what to do yet. Probably going to go home, catch up on stuff that I need to do, try not to google rent prices in British Columbia. Maybe write to my new MP, because she's Labour and from everything I've seen of her: actually going to do the work.

I don't have any hope or positivity to close this with. There must be something, and I'll come back when I think of it, but right now I need I'm just... Going about my work day like normal and joking about Jaws and not quite understanding how that happens.