Impending... Something

[spindizzy]

I've figured out why I feel like I'm waiting for SOMETHING, and it's that since 2013 or 2014, December is the month where I start a new job or get new hours, or SOMETHING, so I think the pattern recognition has kicked in and now I just assume that December is the month of change. But I haven't applied for any new jobs, and I'm not starting any new projects, so... Maybe nothing will happen! Maybe something will happen that isn't of my choosing! Maybe I need to start taking Vitamin D tablets again and lying in the sunshine like a cat until my anxiety stops sounding alarms!

(Probably the reason the anxiety is being especially noisy today is because yesterday I did the Bravely Default thing of blowing all of my future actions in one turn, and this is the four-turn cooldown where the emotional monsters are trying to eat me, but I'm fine! Just need to wait it out.)