You'd think all of the YA dystopias would've prepared me for this

Hey everyone! I'm doing a quick update on me and then current status on Who Will Win: My Anxious Brain or One (1) Pandemic?

Non-pandemic related stuff first!
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And now the pandemic stuff! Caution warning for me being an anxious mess but dealing, I guess?

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So yes, I am okay. Somewhat scared, somewhat anxious, but I'm dealing. Will report back when I find out what's going on.

WORK HAS ANNOUNCED A CLOSURE DATE!

WE ARE FINALLY GOING TO CLOSE! Friday, 5pm, libraries are closing and we don't have to worry about coming in and I swear to you I nearly burst into tears of relief at work. Don't have to worry about getting public transport into work! Only have to worry about keeping the house in food and sorting out my brain/never-ending to-do list! ... Seriously, I didn't realise how much I was stressing about work until I found out we were closing, oh my god.

(AND we weren't allowed to tell the students before about three hours ago, which sounds well dodge to me but the fuck do I know.)

... I mean, yeah, I have very mixed feelings at the heart of it because this is an indication that the situation is Not Normal, and it's going to get weirder and scarier. But I don't have to worry that I'm going to bring a plague upon my house by getting the tram to work in the morning, and I'll take weird and scary for that.