spindizzy: (Be happy!)
It is absolutely not because I periodically forget the word Christmas when under pressure, and who in my social group celebrates Christmas or a different thing around this time. NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY.

This is the first Christmas day that I haven't spent even partially with [twitter.com profile] jilliferium. Like, we kinda did Christmas at the start of the week – me and Lex went to Liverpool to visit her, and we spent a lot of time yelling about Star Wars (she has finally seen some of them! I think she's seen the prequel trilogy and The Force Awakens? She has VERY STRONG OPINIONS on Anakin Skywalker, ngl.) and trying to be Responsible Adults Who Are Good At Presents (we failed.). It was like Proper Christmas in that there was much yelling and chattering and an immense amount of meat because we went to Viva Brasil, which is an all-you-can-eat Brazilian meat place. *_*

(UK people: if Tropiero closing has left a hole in your stomach, Viva Brasil is pretty much the exact same thing, except that they stamp a sheet of paper at your table to say what types of meat you've had. There was, like, cap of beef or something? And it was legit the best piece of meat I have had ALL YEAR.)

We didn't get to spend much time together, but I think we had fun? A lot of what we did was go round shops while I went "Fuck, me and Lex haven't got you a Christmas present yet, what do you want?" and Jill going "IDK, stuff??????" (We BOTH passed will saves vs Pokemon Sun and Final Fantasy XV and I can't help but feel like this was a terrible mistake that I need to rectify. Plus I kinda want to get Final Fantasy Explorers so that we have a game to yell at each other through, because god knows we don't have any of those.)

IT IS VERY STRANGE BUT SHE IS HAVING A GOOD DAY AND HASN'T HAD TO DEAL WITH ANY BULLSHIT FROM OUR FAMILY AND THAT IS A GIFT ON IT'S OWN! \o/

Wednesday I don't remember what I did. I know I played D&D in the evening, and I think I spent most of the day leading up to that AGGRESSIVELY AVOIDING statting characters because I hate statting characters? And maybe Lex and Christ played the X-Wing minis game? IDK.

Thursday and Friday I would like to say that I DIDN'T spend in a haze of watching and screaming about Yuri On Ice but that would be a lie, that is literally what I did. There may have been breaks for things like buying food and going to the pub to socialise like a real adult, but.

And then yesterday we came to Manchester! Gossip about current state of my family, NO ONE CARES SUSAN )

Lex had an amazing haul of spaceships for the Star Wars video game, which he is very happy about! He also got one of the books in Jim Butcher's newest series, and more socks than you can shake a stick at. (Holy crap, he has ACTUAL PAIRS! This is going to last to the first time they go into the wash and I am going to enjoy this reprieve while I have it. Ma got books and SO MUCH CHOCOLATE I think people are attempting to fatten her up. I don't know what Jill's getting off her people, but I have basically stuffed notebooks and filofax inserts and so many bathbombs into her arms and run away.

I got the Chocobo card game, which looks REALLY CUTE and I CAN'T PLAY IT YET because it's three player minimum and I think Lex is the only person who'll play it with me. And I also got socks (I have THE CUTEST PENGUIN SOCKS), and a contribution to my new shoe fund, and so much chocolate, and one of the One Piece omnibi (YES!), and all eight X-Men movies in one boxset (don't you judge me), and some CDs (Halsey and Imagine Dragons), and a GINGERBREAD HOUSE to decorate! I'm sure there was something else, but I can't remember what it is and I can't see it. A+, would add to my dragon horde again. ♥

It has been a good Christmas with good food and I haven't had to fight anyone yet, so I'm calling it a win!
spindizzy: Victor looking over his shoulder as he holds a CD. (i wasn't listening)
  1. For those wondering, yes I did sleep between starting and finishing writing up the last episode, IT WAS FINE.

  2. I haven't been on twitter since 20:00 on Wednesday (Q: So... When the finale of Yuri On Ice went live? A: DON'T JUDGE ME), this post being written on Thursday. I assume something terrible has happened, everything is on fire, and I will literally be the last one to know because fresh horrors and the fresh horrors device.

  3. Finding Yuri On Ice icons is surprisingly difficult, which I guess is hampered by my not wanting to delve too deeply into the communities for fear of spoilers, and not being on tumblr any more. I have a few! None with ACTUAL YURI IN, hit me up if you see any?

  4. I took a short break to queue the previous posts for today and tomorrow (God bless you Semagic and all who sail on you, someone remind me to go back in and add reaction shot links as they go live), and now I am READY! For THIS FUCKING EPISODE which is the one that finally put Yuri On Ice on my radar, because the ENTIRE FUCKING INTERNET exploded about That One Scene. Let's do this!


Links: Link to watch Yuri On Ice on Crunchyroll
Lost in translation post where someone highlighted mistakes in the subs.
My reaction thread on twitter.
Dreamwidth posts: First impression, episode one, episode two, episode three, episode ten, after which I had to loop back to start and shriek loudly about episodes one to three again. Episode four, episode five, episode six.


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spindizzy: Yurio wiping sweat off his face while looking determined. (Determined)
I DON'T KNOW WHAT MY EMOTIONS ARE DOING BUT MY HANDS ARE SHAKING AND I AM DEFINITELY FEELING SOMETHING AND I AM SO GLAD THAT I FINISHED MY REACTION SHOTS BEFORE I WATCHED THAT

HAVE SOME VERY JUMBLED INITIAL THOUGHTS

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spindizzy: Yurio wiping sweat off his face while looking determined. (Determined)
OKAY, I am just going to finish queuing my reaction shots for episodes eight through ten (MASTER HAS GIVEN DOBBY A SOCK! DOBBY IS FREE NOW!), I've got my messy ball of wool and my crochet hook so I can wind that for the duration of these two episodes and crochet if I run out of wool before I run out of episodes, and I am BRACED FOR TEARS.

If you hear screaming on the wind, there is every chance that it's actually me, watching the Yuri On Ice finale. *thumbs up*

ALSO I saw a poster advert with someone on it who was the SPITTING IMAGE of Yurio today and I cannot remember what it was an advert for because I was on a tram and too shocked. If I see it again I'll report back. Or tumblr will report back for me.

Cut for tiny amounts of speculation! )

ETA: WELL, I didn't see THAT coming.

ETA 2: *GETS TO POST CREDIT SCENE*

*SCREAMS INTENSELY*

OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT WHAT NO WHAT

ETA 3: *WATCHES PRE-CREDITS SCENE OF EPISODE TWELVE* *IS INTENSELY NOT OKAY*
spindizzy: Victor looking over his shoulder as he holds a CD. (i wasn't listening)
NO ONE TELL [twitter.com profile] readingtheend THAT I STARTED THIS POST AT 3:40 IN THE MORNING BECAUSE SHE WILL FUCKING HAVE ME.

Episode six: the episode where every commentary I see is "So, this is the point in-universe where everyone was assumed they bone, right?" Also, this episode introduces FUCKING CHRIS and I am so fliayskfbhlakfsn over FUCKING CHRIS. Not as much as I am over FUCKING JJ, but fairly.

Links: Link to watch Yuri On Ice on Crunchyroll
Lost in translation post where someone highlighted mistakes in the subs.
My reaction thread on twitter.
Dreamwidth posts: First impression, episode one, episode two, episode three, episode ten, after which I had to loop back to start and shriek loudly about episodes one to three again. Episode four, episode five.


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spindizzy: (When you put it like THAT)
GUYS, WHAT IF THE CULMINATION OF "ON LOVE" IS YURIO, YURI, AND FUCKING VICTOR SKATING TO DIFFERENT ARRANGEMENTS OF THE SAME MUSIC? I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT THIS COULDN’T TIE TOGETHER LIKE THAT PS I WANT IT. LIKE BURNING.

PPS I haven't seen episode eleven yet, DO NOT TELL ME WHAT HAPPENS.

PPPS This is the episode where I started to believe that maybe they WEREN'T queer-baiting me, but I have seen episode ten and I'm still kinda going "I don't believe it, I am genuinely not sure they're not queerbaiting me, oh god oh god my ship" and I think it is kinda impressive/sad that I doubt my own eyes that much. \o/

As I ended up listing it on [community profile] ladybusiness:
First impression, episode one, episode two, episode three, episode ten, after which I had to loop back to start and shriek loudly about episodes one to three again.


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spindizzy: (Come at me bro)


Unrelated: have a video of "You'll Be Back" from Hamilton on ice.
spindizzy: (We're not done yet)
THIS IS NOT A HAPPY FIC EVEN SLIGHTLY, I AM SORRY. I think this originally started off as me trying to reconcile Revolution!Homura with Regular!Homura and also Baby!Homura with EternalSoldier!Homura and the result is... Um. Something that I am probably going to look at in the morning like ?!?!?!?!?!?

Madoka Magica // Sacrifice Play
T (Violence) | 433 words | Homura, Sayaka, Madoka; Kyoko and Mami mentioned | Spoilers for episode ten, unrelated major character death. | Sayaka does it herself without any prompting from Homura.

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spindizzy: (Spoilers nooooo)
Okay, so episode ten of Yuri On Ice is like, THE FIRE NATION ATTACK of this fucking show, and like the last three minutes of the episode have turned my understand of the show and what is going on completely on its head. Everything is awesome, I am so glad I watched that episode, I'm a little sad that I didn't go with my original plan of finishing the reaction shots before I caught up because now I am going to be trying to explain how I originally viewed a scene AND how I viewed it post Fire Nation Attack and ASSUME THAT I AM HERE WITH SWIRLY EYES because just the idea is confusing me.

Oh my sweet summer children, if you thought my usual reactions to this show were capslock-heavy, y'all ain't seen nothing yet. I was legit up till 3am on Wednesday capslocking on twitter.

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OKAY, I am now up-to-date with my post-Fire Nation screaming, now to get back to doing the rest of the series properly. I've got this.

*falls over wailing gently*

*does not have this*
spindizzy: I feel like I spent the whole day fighting guys in rubber suits! D: (I feel like I've fought fake aliens)
Gone! Just, suddenly and without warning, gone. I got a fancy knee-brace and wore that for like... A month? And then I looked up yesterday and was like "Holy shit, my knee doesn't hurt anymore!"

I guess I must have strained the muscle or something? And because my day job is entirely standing -> walking -> bending and there is no way to access the staff areas that doesn't involve stairs, I wasn't resting it enough for it to heal. But hey, it's stopped now, I am not going to question it because holy shit not being in pain when I do things!
spindizzy: Balthier getting up in Vaan's face. (Care to repeat that?)
A lot of the time that I would normally be listening to music has been taken up by screaming about Yuri On Ice, I'm not even gonna lie to you. Also I've been ditching my tablet at home a lot by accident, which means that I've not been listening to music on the bus as much. Ah well, we live and learn... Well, we live.



*goes back to not quite being productive*
spindizzy: Nicolas from Gangsta on a dotty background. (*creeps*)
OKAY, today I did my schedule for LB posts and Lesbrary posts and stories I want to get done for the forseeable, and it all... Almost looks reasonable. Or at least like I have a plan! And I have a bunch of ideas brainstormed for places that are accepting submissions and I've got a pretty good idea of what I'm writing! And I've done an outline that isn't great but has clarified what I want to do with the story I'm working on, and I've gone through the shitty first draft of the Yuri On Ice fic I've been posting for like the last... Week? And I've got a big list of ways to make it into a really good second draft?1 And I'm working on stuff for tomorrow and a reaction shot for tonight.

Basically, I've done a lot of ancillary stuff that isn't really productive, but has made me FEEL productive, and I don't know if I should feel proud of that or not. I think I do! Especially as I'm getting words done now! But considering I got out of the house and went "Fuck, I forgot my concentration pills!" that is a pretty good amount of stuff that I got done?

1: ... Oh god, did I say it would be good? I HOPE IT WILL BE. I WILL TRY. PLEASE DON'T HAVE ANY EXPECTATIONS.
spindizzy: A picture of Deadpool in mask and tuxedo, shrugging. (Fourth wall? What fourth wall?)
Periodically I go "I am posting all of this scrappy crappy fic drafts under lock where no one can them, is there actually a point to continuing this posting-every-day project" and then forget about it, but I am the sort of person who'll find a rut and stay there until outside forces intervene, so I never followed that thought too far.

But today! I realised! I am still working on things! They may be scrappy crappy fic drafts, but I used to do the thing where if I didn't finish a draft in one sitting, I never finished it! And this is... Honestly progress, this is so much better than I used to be about just doing the work, even if it's crap and in tiny 100 word chunks. At least it's something.

So that's my thoughts after like... Thirteen? Fourteen? Months of posting bits of fic every single fucking day. Goal for next year: make them good.
spindizzy: (why)
I am trying to write a fic involving mostly functional adults who have never punched each other in the face or attempted to kill each other, do not live violent lives, do not use confidence/wordplay/misdirection to avoid awkward conversations, and are very upfront with the fact that they have feelings.

THIS FEELS WEIRD.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING.

THIS FEELS LIKE BEING A BIKER AT A FAIRY TEA PARTY EXCEPT THAT'S AN AWESOME IMAGE AND I WANT A LEATHER JACKET WITH FAIRY WINGS STENCILED ON THE BACK NOW.
spindizzy: (Long way down)
I interviewed for an assistant-in-charge job at Library 3 (L3), and I completely blew it! I just didn't know enough about the role (I spoke to a couple of assistants in charge about what they did, but I didn't ask the right questions, obviously), and I didn't give detailed enough answers, and ugggggh. I am embarrassed.

I thought I was faking confidence well enough, but one of the ladies at work who saw me before I went in was like "You were shaking like a leaf when you went in!" and one of the interviewers specifically checked on me after my interview, because I was working a shift at L3 after my interview. *lies on floor* Apparently she just wanted to pat my hands during the interview and tell me it would be okay! orz

THE UPSIDE OF ALL OF THIS is that apparently very few library assistants ever make it to interview for assistant in charge roles (either because they don't apply for them or they don't get short listed) so I can take a lot of pride in getting as far as I did. ;_______________;

But yes, some of the questions were really... Specific? I'm used to kinda generic plug-and-play interviews, but this one had specific questions about L3. Like "We have a lot of older established team members who've been here for decades and some newer members of staff, how would you encourage them to work together" and I'm there like "Mate, this is about the fact that you have fucking factions in this library, isn't it? Because you totally fucking have factions in this library who HATE EACH OTHER and one of them will gossip very loudly and angrily in front of the customers and protip the first thing I would do is nip that shit in the bud." But I was really bad at treating this as a hypothetical and they could apparently see me trying to be circumspect about the backbiting and infighting I'd seen here, so they had to specifically go "It's okay, Susan, everything you say here is confidential" before I could relax and actually answer the question.

Actually, no, ON THE UPSIDE: the backbiting and infighting is not my problem! FUCKING MARVELLOUS! \o/
spindizzy: Picture of a man blushing. (I love you too)
Me: I will watch episode nine and then do my episode four reaction shot!
Me after episode nine: Oh wow, literally everyone I know who is watching this show is telling me to avoid spoilers for episode ten. Maybe I should borrow Lex's Crunchyroll account and watch it now!
Me: *does that*






Me: OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I JUST PUT IN MY EYES ALSO OMG MY SHIP ALSO THIS HAS LITERALLY TURNED EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED UP TILL NOW ON ITS HEAD AND NOW I NEED TO REACT TO EPISODE TEN OUT OF ORDER BECAUSE EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYONE'S MOTIVATION MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE NOW THAT I HAVE SEEN THIS FUCKING EPISODE.






Me: *flips table*
Me: *continues to scream in [personal profile] thebaconfat's general direction because oh my god I can't even deal with this.

spindizzy: Alice waving her arms with a love heart over her head. (Hug me!)
HELLO FRIEND HUMANS, LET US DO THIS THING ONCE MORE. For the record, this episode's official title involves the phrase "I am Eros, and Eros is me?!" and that should be your fair warning for this series, I guess. (Q: How many times did I mix up Yuri and Yurio's names? A: DO NOT ASK ME ANY FURTHER QUESTIONS.)

Oh, and because I apparently forgot to mention this: Yuri on Ice! Free and legal to stream online in subtitled form! It's on Crunchyroll, I don't know which licensing areas it covers but I can get it in the UK and I know some people are watching it that way in the US, apart from that I'm... Not sure I can help, sorry loves.

Previous yelling: episode one, episode two.

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ETA: NO. FRIEND HUMANS. I HAVE REMEMBERED WHAT IS IN EPISODE FOUR AND OH MY GOD HOW DID I FORGET THAT FOR EVEN A SECOND, OKAY, THIS IS GOING TO REQUIRE SO MUCH CAPSLOCK.
spindizzy: (Ready when you are)
OKAY, IT LOOKS LIKE WE'RE DOING THIS. *drinks* I wasn't sure if I was gonna do the whole series, but I guess I might as well?

Yelling about episode one here!

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